Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Random Tuesday Thoughts, part 578
The Fourth of July really messed me up. I spent all day thinking that today was Monday. Kylie and barely saw any fireworks last night, as there was a nasty thunderstorm in our area, and I assumed that fireworks would be postponed until tonight. Wrong. She came rushing inside shortly after we got home in the late afternoon to usher me outside to see this:
Way cooler than fireworks, although we did manage to see a few pop over those same trees a little while later. Seeing that rainbow is the luckiest I have felt in weeks.
I deactivated my FaceBook page yesterday. I'll probably end up reactivating it soon enough, but I felt that it was probably best if my impending emotional breakdown not be publicized for all 131 of my friends to see. Not only have I been a big ball of stress lately, but CVS managed to lose all of my prescriptions when asked to transfer them to Winston. My hormones went a three day bender while the pharmacy tech tried to dig her head out of her ass long enough to locate my pills. Thank God it wasn't anti-psychotics that they lost. Anyhoo, my reason for deleting the account is that I just need to be away from the constant contact of other people. It sounds bizarre, but I feel kinda smothered by all of the updates. If I could figure out how to get rid of my cell phone, I would do it. I think I was born to be a hermit.
When I picked Kylie up from camp today, I asked her how her day was. The response I got was, "Everything was fine until I lost my underwear..." I guess we've all had days like that, haven't we?